Jan



While I obviously can't post a photo of Jan....I wanted to give everyone an idea of what she looks like and who she is....

The picture above would be a fair example....very attractive, 56 (a couple of years older than me), slim, great body, lovely small breasts and perfect nipple, pretty face and hair....and an amazing ass (which looks perfect with string underwear)....in all honestly, if you saw her from the neck down (we can't hide how old we are on our faces....) she could easily pass for an attractive 25 year old....and from the next up I wouldn't have guessed any older than 40....

She's smart and sweet....her career before a handful of years ago was raising three beautiful girls - all grown up now.....once the kids had left the nest, Mom left the nest....and ended up in Seattle with a great job at a large firm....making twice as much as she had ever made before....

Sexually she has grown by leaps and bounds since I met her....she had only had sex with the long-time husband and he wasn't very good.....but once she got warmed up......well, as we say in my family...she is a House Afire....she can wear out any man.....it is like watching an alien suck the life force out of a man through his penis.....

The other night I watched her make her lover come seven times - the last time at about 3 in the morning....and it was just her force of will that made him come again.....her pussy is simply the most amazing and beautiful thing in the world.....

That's Jan....my wonderfully dominant, sweet/evil, keyholder, cuckoldrix......

The Power Of The Key


Power.  It comes in so many forms....for those of us in chastity it comes in the form of a key.  Sure, the key is really just the symbol of power - Jan actually has the power - but, symbolism is so important in a D/s relationship.

If you have never seen the tiny little key held a fraction of an inch from your lock - only to ses it put back around her neck - you can't understand the power of the key.  If you haven't felt and heard the noise the lock makes when the key turns - you can't grasp the concept of the symbolism of power.

Jan loves to use the key to push me deep into sub space....I recently recieved a phone photo from her that showed her lovers hard cock with a pool of cum in front of it with the key laying in the cum....she will often give the key to her sister to wear - and then she sends me photos of it in front of her pussy...

She loves to put the key in the lock and then say, "Oh my, all I have to do is turn the little key....just a tiny turn....nooooo.....maybe tomorrow....."

Jan has all the power.....she controls and decides everything.....everything is in her name - my paycheck is deposited to her account - I have no credit or bank cards - the cars are hers - the house is hers - and yet, it is the little key that unlocks my cock which is the symbol of all that power.

When I see it on her neck - on her ankle - on her nipple - in her fingers - it symbolizes the absolute power she has over our lives.....and I love it.....and it makes me dizzy....

The key is power....

I love my new cage!

One of my Christmas gifts was an animal cage....about the size above - I have to kneel or lay down and I cannot streatch out.  It is a rather high end cage - made for large strong dogs - so it is very sturdy - I could not get out of it if I tried.  Jan gave it to me on Christmas morning....her three lovers had fucked her the night before - and one had spent the night - so she woke me up and took me down to the basement - and there was the beautiful cage with a big red bow!!!

She said, "Take your clothes off and get in...look, you have a water bottle and then another bottle to pee in!!!"  After I got in I heard the door close behind me and as I turned around I say a padlock in her hand...."Sweetie, I thing you should stay down here today....my sister is coming over and I think I'd like to have the house to myself...."

Click.

There are absolutely no windows in the basement - and when she got to the top of the staris she flicked off the light and closed the door - absolute darkness.

Several hours later - who knows how long - the lights came on and I heard footsteps on the stairs....and then I heard Susan's voice (Jans sister), "I love it!!!  But Jan, a water bottle?  Please!  Pets don't drink out of bottles!  But lucky for him I have just the thing - when Jan told me she got a puppy for Christmas I decided to bring a gift....a very nice water dish!!  But it looks like you drank all your water - and theres no faucet down here.....hmmmmm....."  She whispered something to Jan...and then she reached under her skirt and took off her panties - and placed the dish on the floor in front of her - and squatted down and filled the dish with golden piss.....  Jan said, "'Drink up Spot....don't leave a drop..."  And I didn't....

Cuckold Servant


A cuckold serves his wife - an s serves his D - I serve Jan.  Several times a year Jan will let me know that she wants to spend a weekend with a lover - sometimes she will want to stay home - sometimes she goes to his place - and sometimes she wants to spend a fantasy weekend on the town!  This time she wanted to have a fun weekend in the big city....she said, "Surprise me - impress me....you have a two thousand dollar budget (all my salary goes to support her dates with her lovers ...her salary pays all the other bills, so we have about 75K a year for her to fuck to her hearts content..)"'

I contacted her lover - Sam, a attorney see met at the fitness club, and who she has had sex with a few dozen times....and I asked him to prepare a suitcase for a weekend getaway with Jan - and told him I would pick the suitcase up Thursday afternoon and them pick him up in a limo in front of his office at 4:30 on Friday...

I packed a suitcase - OK, three suitcases and a make-up bag - for Jan....and told her a limo would pick her up at 5 at her office....

I rented a Lincoln Towncar for the weekend and bribed a local limo company controller to let me rent one of their uniforms - including cap.  And I picked up my passengers right on schedule....and handed them an envelope which listed their weekend itinerary.....first I drove them to their hotel - the Seattle Westin - with a room on the 50th floor- I dropped them off with a key to the room and said I would be back out front at 8 to drive them to dinner....

The room was perfection - all their clothes put away - all her make-up out - their bed turned down - iced champagne.....at 5:30 my phone rang - it was Jan on Skype....she was naked and her pussy was all I could see in the picture - and then she placed the phone so I could see the bed - where Sam had an eight inch hard on standing straight up....Jan stepped over to the bed and I saw her lick her fingers and then rub her pussy....then she stradled him and lowered herself onto his cock.....after about twenty minutes they were done....she walked back over to the phone and held it up to her pussy again....cum poured out onto the lens....and then she hung up.....

To Be Continued....

Cuckold In The Bedroom


Should a cuckold be in the bedroom?  It is hard to say what the real answer to this question is in real life - the internet is full of images of naked cuckolds kneeling in the bedroom - or watching from the closet - as their wife has sex with her lover.  My experience has been very far from those images...

Jan brings many of her lovers home - or they will sometimes go to local hotels or on vacation and take me along to serve them - so I have had the opportunity to see her fucked many times (it is wonderful....every cuckold should have that experience).  But, the situation has to be figured out in advance - and there have to be rules and understandings.

The first rule is that Jan wants me to see.  The second rule is that I not in any way take away from her experience. 

Generally, when I watch her and her lover I sit very quitely (silently) somewhere in the room and out of the way and usually out of his line of sight - and in Jans line of sight. I am always dressed - though I am occasionally dressed like a girl (see earlier post). 

And, another reason to be in the room is that you can't lick up the cum if you aren't in the room....Jan does a great job of keeping the cum inside of her until her lover has fallen asleep or left the room....and then she will motion me over and let me drink her lovers cum....usually I lay on my back and she straddles my mouth and it just flows out...

But as any real cuckold knows, the best part of being in the room is that you can watch your beautiful wife play with another man...laugh, touch, kiss, talk.....

And then you can watch him fuck her every which way but loose....I have seen Jan fucked in the ass by a man with a 10 inch cock - I've seen a young man literally fill her mouth with cum - I've seen her have sex with three men at once (yes, one in every hole!!) - I've seen her fuck her ex-boss, her ex-boyfriends (three of them), the guy who sold her our (her) last car....it is like a wonderful movie that never ends....

Chastity....it is like having sex every minute....


Jan locked me in four years ago....and said she didn't know when she would unlock me....and I accepted her control over my chastity.  And I have absolutely no regrets....every second I am caged is another second of submission to Jan.  Bliss.  Absolute Bliss!

That first "chaste" - as I like to call the periods I'm under lock and key - lasted a little over a week.  After that the first year consisted of periods as short as a few days to as long as a couple of weeks...Jan was still trying to get a feel for the proper timing...and as I said in an earlier post, we have now generally settled into a week or ten days schedule.  But, a year or so ago Jan decided that I did need some form of punishment or some type of control or discipline....it was obvious by that time that canings and crossdressing and housecleaning and serving her and her lovers was not something that amounted to her punishing or controlling me.  Sex.  She knew she had me there....so, out of the blue she decided to flex her muscles with chastity.  August of 2011 was Chastity Month....and she even went so far as to tell me all about it....no sex for one whole calendar month.  I'll admit is gave me one of those sub-space mental zongers - that sort of electric shock that goes through your head when you're thrown deep into sub-space...I get a little whoozie....I forget to breath....and then my brain spins at a million miles a second trying to figure out what just happened.

During the month she made a point of keeping the key in plain sight...around her neck, attached to her nipple ring when she was with a lover, around her ankle...she made sure to dress especially sexy...we took her amazingly sexy adult daughter to the pool several times (Kimberly knows everything - and has recently started cuckolding her boyfriend).....Needless to say, at the end of the month Jan knew I was about to explode....so, September 1 we took the day off and had sex all day - several times - and then at midnight she had me put on the CB-6000, and she placed the lock in the clasp and said, "When I lock this I don't know when I am going to open it - speak now or forever hold your peace."

Silence

Click.

Obedience


The basis of a D/s relationship is the requirement that the s obey.  It really is as easy as that....on that Christmas Eve four years ago I made the decision to obey - no matter what.....and it has been absolute bliss ever since.  Once you decide to obey nothing can hurt you - you have given all power to your D...and you know that they will do what is best for both of you.  Since that day I have never had a single moment where I questioned my absolute obedience to Jan.  And that is the truth.  Not a moment.  You just have to have faith and....jump!!

In those four years Jan has had sex with about fifty men - they have come inside of her probably a thousand times (really, I have't been counting, but that is probably close...) and I have witnessed probably a third of those sexual experiences...So, I have watched dozens of men come inside my wife hundreds of time - and I have never been jealous - before we were D/s I'd get jealous when the bagboy at the grocery store looked at her!!!!  Obediance is the answer - you MUST obey.

Everything that happens is part of the lifestyle - part of the experience- part of the journey....from that first moment as a cuckold through today I have decided to obey - no matter what the command.  I have read about cuckolds resisting their first sexual experience with a man.....why?  Obey.  When the time came when Jan wanted me to have sex with her bi lover I did not hesitate.....and I was not disappointed.   If Jan wants it - I want it.

Obey.